Goddamnit

by Eoghan Breathnach

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i should eoghan up to my misdeeds but i can breathnach deal with the shame

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released August 30, 2014

Samples from Killer7, a Fawlty Towers VHS, Twin Peaks, '80s Canadian Public Access, Silent Hill and a porno.

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Track Name: I Can Do It Better Than You Can Do It
This goddamned fucker's trying to steal my eyes
Wretched fucker's got putrid styes
Nobody believes me but they'll realise
I won't be killed without a fight

Everybody is here
Everybody is watching
I don't feel the fear
I don't feel them judging

Can you hear me now?
Can you hear me now that I'm singing?
Can you hear the frown?
It's gone today but it's still stinging

This goddamned fucker's trying to steal my muscles
This goddamned fucker's taking everything I got
Everything you call yourself
Everything is now all theirs
Track Name: Sleepy
Me, rambling
Track Name: Crying to American Football
And it doesn't help
That I see you every day
You're over here
But I need you far away
I'd remove all your colours
But you're already gray
So I'll use my portcullis
And try block out the shame
I'm going insane and it's all my own goddamn fucking fault

Darling you're incredible
I want to stroke your hair
Your lips look so edible
No one can compare
I wanna have a conversation with you
But you are not there
There's almost nothing to you
Your head is full of air

I'll block out the bullshit spewing from my mouth
And remove my eyes so I cannot see
The incriminating things that I have done to me
I want to make you cry so fucking badly

Darling this lust is insatiable
And I just cannot bear
The words become unspeakable
But I'm trying not to care
I wanna have a conversation with you
But you are just not there
There's almost nothing to you
Your head is full of air

So I'll keep on strokin' without guilt
And I'll still maraud myself in silk
And it'll take too long to realise
It's really me that I despise
Track Name: Avoiding People
There is a light in me and it goes out at all the best of times
There's no one else in this room only me and my mind
I'm scared of the things people will do to me with my back turned
I will leave this wretched fucking earth with all my bridges burned

I think there's something wrong with me
I hope to God there's something wrong with me

There's a snake in my boot and it needs to be drowned
There's someone else alive who wears my crown
I love to wear pastel colours
I can't share my life with another

I think there's something wrong with me
I hope to God there's something wrong with me

Yellow is the colour of a liar
Break all my bones and throw me in a fire
Make sure I can never walk again
Please protect me from my countless sins
Some days I think I'll walk in twos
Me on the left, me on the right
And it's of no business to you
It's no business to anyone, they're all out of sight

There's gotta be, there's gotta be, there's gotta be, there's gotta be, there's gotta be, there's gotta be a reason to breathe
There's gotta be, there's gotta be, there's gotta be, there's gotta be, there's gotta be, there's gotta be a reason to leave
Track Name: Be Yourself
I said I'd travel across the north
Just to be beside you
But you only live down the road
So I guess you don't really need to
You'd much rather stay at home
Watching your TV
'Cause anything's more important than
Wasting the time with me

I go out all night
And wait in your front garden
I call and see if you wanna hang out
But your voicemail says try again

I cancelled my gym membership
'Cause it never got much use
'Cause no matter how hard I try
I never made an impact on you
Your tonsillitis is all gone
So your throat should be just right
We used to be the best of friends
But now we're not so tight

I go out all night
And walk right past your garden
I think I might send a text your way
But now I'm beginning to give in

Lord knows it's so hard
To get through to you
How come it's so hard
To make an impact on you

You're beginning to grow your sockets and joints
Yet I'm left with all my hinges and levers
We used to fit together so well
But now you despise all my femurs

I need to sit down for a while
And just be by myself
'Cause in the end you were never there
Even when I asked for help

Just leave me alone
Stop bothering me
Track Name: I Hate All My Friends
I'm freezing cold
Out on my own
I need a little bit of company
But all I can find
Is worms and rattlesnakes
I think I'll stick to just being me

Nobody is talking to me
But that's fine, I don't need them
I'm one self-sufficient party machine
I'm not going to go to sleep tonight

I'm a legend
An almighty god among you
So bow before me you fucking plebs
I'm the sexiest person in the room, at the party
I can make you do anything
With just a flex of my biceps

Nobody is talking to me
But that's fine, I don't need them
I'm one self-destructive party machine
I'm not going to go to sleep tonight
Track Name: The Worst Part is the Pictures that Come Afterwards
For better or worse
I'm staying inside
There's something in here
There's somewhere to hide
My eyes are sore
And my brain cells are fried
I've got no room
For gluttonous pride
Fasten the mask
And the straight jacket's tied
You may go out
But I'd much sooner bide

I'm all alone and I like it
Curl up under the blanket
Put a record on, roll a cigarette up
Take my jeans off, beat the Lightning Cup
I'm having a good time with you out of my mind
I'm taking this evening off to unwind
I'm stoned at home and you're out having fun
I'd like to pretend that I've won

I might be addicted but that's fine
It's not like I value my time
I like the sound rain in bed
I like to feel the dent in the back of my head
I don't like the feeling of silk
And in unfamiliar company I just wilt

And sometimes I'd like to smell like perfume
Instead of hash
And sometimes I would like to resume
The life I'd thrown in the trash